Friday, December 5, 2008

Leave Out All The Rest


I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are




i love this song to bits! fit twilight so perfectly! i think i just became a fan of twilight. ehehe

Au revoir!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Rihanna

Rihanna in "shut up and drive"

Rihanna in long hair

Due to careful observations...

Rihanna looks better when she has long hair. More un-feline looking...

Se looked good with short hair ONLY in her MV "Shut up and drive". (double thumbs up)
BUT short hair DOES NOT SUIT HER!! MYEH!!

Or does it....... >.<

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Taggy

When was the last time u ran?
Yesterday when i wanted to rush across the road in the rain to eat "chap fun" aka econmy rice.

Do your jeans have rips/ tears/ holes in them?
What... No i guess not... WHY WOULD THERE BE???

What are you dreading right now?
Hmmm.. Nothing to dread about.. Well maybe when i am alone at home again with nothing to do.

Do you celebrate 420?
Excuse me??? 420th birthday? I'm only 17 plus plus plus! >.-

Do you get the 8 full hours of sleep every night?
Definitely!! Too much in fact!! Ehehe..

If anyone came to your house on your lazy days, what would you do?
Why would they come to my house? Well, quickly go up and change into something appropriater instead of my home clothes (which are VERY comfortable). Need to retain my "maruah diri".. Then! Opening the door for them of course..

Who last grabbed your ass?
No!!! NEVER!!! Hold on.. arse.. or ass.. I don't have an ass...

How do most people spell your name?
Pei Jun (oh gosh... the horror!)

What do you do when you're sad?
Go in the room and cry and cry and cry... and then think positive and be happy again!

Have you ever stayed online a long time waiting for someone?
Erm... No.... Why waste money online...

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
Yes... Everytime...

Who or what sleeps with you?
My piko and nano!!

Is anyone on your bad side now?
Hmmm... Heh heh. Well i hope not... >=)

What are you doing tomorrow?
Wake up, eat breakfast, TV, eat lunch, sleep, wake up, TV, eat tea break, TV, eat dinner, TV, sleep till next morning...

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
BETTER NOT!

What irritates you the most on the internet?
Slow connection!!!

Could you live without a computer?
I guess not..

At what age did you find out that santa wasn't real?
HE ISN'T?????!!! >.-

What's the first thing you do when you go online?
www.hotmail.com

Favourite name for a girl?
Pey June >.<

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Disturbed...

Oh gosh... I'm so bored... I suddenly have this strange affinity to brawl bout my bored-ness and also my hungry-ness and everything else. I'm even listening to old songs like Click Five's "Just the Girl" while typing this... Blah!! Even the coming thunderstorm is agreeing with my current situation. Have been hibernating and sleeping more than a hamster now. But still my Adenosine triphosphate (whew... Lucky i didn't forget THAT) is draining out more than usual. NOOOO.... But... Anyway..... My Aussie relatives are here to stay for... approximately a week.. So.. It should provide me with some entertainment which the TV and PS2 (sitting at the corner collecting dust) can't give me. And it also gives me the opportunity to go SHOPPING!! Whoohoo!! Praise the heavens for sending such gifts to me!! >.< But still hungry though.. What should i do to solve this??? Hey anyone wants to take me out go eat sushi or not??? I CRY FOR SUSHI!!! Oh well. Due to unforseen circumstances, the thunderstorm as discussed above has arrived earlier than usual, bringing the RAIN with him.. Wait.. Are thunderstorm's guys or girls??? Hmmmm... According to the Romans or the people you call who wears the toga, Zeus (a god) is the one throwing all the thunderbolt right? Well... I guess that makes thunderstorm a guy... Ah well.. Have to get out of here. Need to be up and out with my relatives. Yippee!! Out of the prison at last!! Need to plan what to wear for my "prison break". Bye!!

XOXO
tanpeyjune
>.<

gossip girl

First and foremostly, I would like to show the lengzai in gossip girl. Nate Archibald (name in gossip girl. A little lazy to research their names).
Pity the character he plays involves lots of extreme extreme hot and sexy ladies.

The coolest looking bunch i have ever seen. And to think they are only 17.. But girl in red dress (jenny) is only 14. Ooooo...





"Who am i ?"
"That's a secret i will never tell."
"You know you love me"
"XOXO"
"gossip girl"
>.<
XOXO
tanpeyjune

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Dead Blog?

Hey.. This place is pretty dead ain't it.. Just lazy to update.. Let me get all the pictures from the last event first.. >.< I'm having my holidays now anyways. Yippee!! Let's go out out to partay!! But i am still under 18 tho.. NOOOO... Birthday's coming tho.. Whew.. Remember ah everyone!! ^.^ Ok! Gtg! More soon!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Powerpuff girls gone anime

Old powerpuff girls

New powerpuff girls (called powerpuff girls Z).. WTH????

Which is better?

I love the anime version tho.. teehee.. >.<


Friday, October 3, 2008

Food crave....




I.............NEED................SUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sad case... If i can't eat sushi... i LOOK at sushi...

They look so delicious.... Ahhhhh.. (mouth watering..)

Sunday, September 28, 2008

A 1 Month Life Away From Home

Yes! At last an update after so so so long! Life at INTI after a month really changed my first impressions. And it is a good thing.. Haha! Starting with the very first day of Uni... 1st september..
The halls of residence in INTI International University which i came to like after a month.. I swear.. The picture looks much better than in real life.. Anyways, i live in block R (for Rahmanputra). They have really nice names for all the blocks! Aristotle, Beethoven, Confucius, Darwin, Einstein, Fleming (which reminds me of Ms. Prema..), Gandhi, Heisenberg, Jenner, Keynes, Lincoln, Mendel, Newton, Pasteur, Rahmanputra. and Shakespear. No I's or O's.. I'm nearly at the end of the world in INTI!! 15 minutes walk to the academic block and that's if you walk slow. And 10 minutes RUN-WALK which i later found out due to nearly late-nesses of me..

The covered walkway i brave through everyday to get to the academic block.

Twin sharing room before furnishings.. With air con. Whoohoo!! But i have to share a common bathroom..


My biology report experiment 1 which i proved to Xin lin (one of my triplet sisters who is a GUY. My second sister in the triplet-tle-dom is Joanne. Why are we related? Three of us constantly think alike at the same time and ended up having the most funniest convo in MSN ever!! >.<) and Sivaraj (does NOT look like an Indian.. A little bit of chinese, malay and indian) that i had a 8.5 out of 12 instead of the standard out of 10 which everybody in my class has.. Haiyo.. Wht am i an exception.. I think my bio lecturer Ms. See didnt complete the circle..


My Biology book measuring twice my weight and if used as a weapon... instant murder... But it's a really good book!! Actually supposed to be studying at that time but took pictures of room and stuffs instead..


My bed which i came to treasure a lot in INTI due to dead tired ness at the end of every day. Workload is no joke. I thought everybody said University life are the honeymoon years?? No no.. WRONG perception. I had never worked so hard in my life before! Haha! And now i have to clean my room. Sweep.. Mop floor.. Wipe table.. Laadeedadeedah. I love cleaning!! Yeah same like chiayin's case.. Became a neat person now. And i still like my papers straight..

My table which i came to treasure too as it is the second most important furniture in my room. Third and the last furniture provided... the WARDROBE... Which i put last in the list as i had bad memories of cockroach wars.. The cockroach just flew out of the cupboard making me and my roommate scream and she jumped on my bed and i jumped on her bed. If it weren't such a grim situation.. i would laugh but... OMG.. Scary.. After that, it flew around some more!!!!! EWWWW!!! Both of us screamed more and bolted out of the room as quick as water evaporating from a hot pan. Apparently it flew to my room mates Prawn mee packet and just stood there like it belonged! So after few minutes, the next door room neighbour saw us and killed it for us. "sighs of relief".. Such an eventful night.. Some more i just got back from being dunked into the swimming pool during adventure club gathering.


Tick tock tick tock.. Clocky clock clock..


My "Guardian" figure which i brought to make me feel like studying.. I think it's called the "Fighter" in the booklet from guardian. Which i renamed it to be.. Titan..


The usual obsessions for beautiful skies and sceneries.. Every morning i see this man!! Amazing. I love staying here! And there was once i woke up quite early at 5.30 to study BIO (sighs..) and it was still dark out with THE MOST WONDERFUL crescent moon i have ever seen! Ended up looking at the moon most of the time instead of studying and was nearly late for class.

Breakfast with cherry tomatoes. While listening to my MP3 and looking at the scenery.. There is a girl in my class called Cherry!! That name was so unique i remembered it on the very first day itself.

Breakfast with kiwi on another day. Sad man.. I forgotten to get breakfast the night before and i had no food left except kiwi!! Haiyo..

Dr K.S. Ooi my Chemistry 153 lecturer. Damn lame but makes me and felicia laugh no matter how lame the jokes are. Example... "Yes i am a serial killer. You know why?" I eat cereal every morning..." Silence in class... WTH!! And he loves to imitate Michael Phelps swimming and also his training skills of instead of 5 hours swimming, he does 5 hours of mathematics.. OMG... Calls himself Dr. Evil.. and called me JUNY (pronounced juuneee) which everybody ended up calling. NOOOOOO!!!!


Me and felicia looking at the guard who whistled and pointed to us. We thought cannot take pictures in the school compounds. But ended up when the guard approached us, we discovered that he is a "gila", psychotic man because he gave us that look like "What?"... Whistle for fun is it now?!?!?! Ish!! So Ah Beng (real name: Peng Hwa) didn't get to take a decent shot of us. Haih.. So.. But both of us look very yeng in this picture man.. perasan..

Group photo of our birthday celebration in "Tania", an Iranic restaurant near INTI. It's the most high class restaurant there.. I swear! All are like.. hawker stalls.. The birthday girl, Joanne, sitting. And a VERY melted slice of chocolate mud cake from Secret recipe Tarash, Sri and Vivian got. And you know why it's melted?? Cause the fridge of the restaurant is too far in. So not allowed to put in there. But it's delicious!! Yummy yum... (from left standing: Tarash, Sri, Vivian and me and Sitting: Joanne)
Quite fortunate that i ended up here as there are so many people making me laugh. Especially during lunches and dinners with Sonal, Nishanti and Felicia. Ahaha! My stomach damn muscular already... Ok! Been writing for so long.. Need food.. Bye!! More next time!!
PS. Food at INTI is really "good". OK.. Maybe except for the Tom yum fried rice, chicken rice, awesome papaya (i need pelawas..), pan mee, chicken porridge and... more? Can't blame me.. I'm a food lover..

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Of Chalkboard Happenings and Crazy Events

Yesterday Natsha and i were asked by our manager Kenny to re-decorate the whole blackboard..or in this case.. the green board.. by putting in the words..


"HAPPY HOUR CAKES
(from 2 to 7pm)

*a slice of ANY cake of your choice
*FREE coffee or tea

ONLY RM12.90"

AND

BOTTLED BEERS

*Guinness Stout
*Heineken
*blablabla
*and lots lots more


SO, both of us decided she do the happy hour cakes and i do the bottled beers.
But when BOTH of us work TOGETHER.. Chaos erupts instantly.
Lucky there weren't any customers around, otherwise we could have scared them off by constant savage hollering, maniac laughings (We do this quite often. That's why we are on separate shifts. Tend to talk too much..), chalk dropping, SWEARING, ladder shaking by the Amrit (another manager) and the Richard (a person nicknamed "Barney"). And all this with the peaceful song of "Upside Down" by Jack Johnson.. Sighs..


Climbing up the ladder is not a good thing for me, as i am lack of length. Therefore i had to climb up further to reach the board. My center of gravity is far far away from the ground.. and i keep imagining myself falling backwards and breaking my back and everyone come huddling around me, calling out my name. BUT lucky none of that happened or i wouldn'y be sitting here typing.



Anyways, here are some pics from the chaotic scene..
(i heard my neighbour screaming at this point..Why is he screaming SO early in the morning for?!! Adoi.. Anyway, continue..)


Natasha is a true doctor. Even on hostess-ing duty, she draws a complete cross section of The Heart. See the tick beside it? She drew another heart shape and put a cross beside it.. Medicine obsessed girl.. Hey! Note the nice "tanda seruan" below the heart!!

"Hey! Don't take picture of me!" (thus the waving of hand/cloth at me)

See the master piece? Happy hour cakes on the left, Bottled beers on the right..


Natsha in action!!


The Chalk Bucket


That's all the pictures there is actually. My phone went out of memory space. Ish! WTH!! But i would like to stress that there were two long, 15 inch knifes (or maybe longer) on the table below us.. Gasp!! Bye! Very hungry.. ^_^

Monday, August 11, 2008

Double GG-fied-ness

Has passed my driving with flying colours and is EXTREME EXTREME happy with it!! YAY!! At last i can drive an auto!!!! My hands and legs were wobbling pieces of konyaku jelly the whole time man..

But i count myself pretty lucky in my road test. The examiner was super nice cause the whole time when i was doing my rounds, he was "interviewing" me about my age, why am i so small (how the hell do i answer that?!?! "Bukan la encik, itu sebab DNA saya yang telah diwaris dari nenek moyang saya.." i think he will kick me out of the car that instant for sheer cheek), am i schooling and then says "oh? mengapa tak sambung belajar. masih kecik lagi.." when i said i'm working as a hostess in a restaurant at the Curve, THEN continuing when am i continuing, going overseas or not... going on and on and on and on.. bla bla bla yada yada yada..

OMG...

I swear i can just jump out of the car without pulling the handbrake and free-ing the gear and just let him roll down the slope that instant. But the fate of my driving licence is resting in his hands. So i thought the better of it and continued the interview like no gruesome thought ever has crossed my pure, innocent, mind. Lucky kept my patience too cause he helped me brake before the yellow box. OMG. Damn good..

And i passed!! Maybe he has seen my potential as pro driver next time (who can't even see the front of the car due to lack of length).. hehe.

*O-hail Pro Driver TPJ!!!!!*

Adventures of the Lost Phone




Yes...I found my phone after the "MIA-ness" of it when i thought i had left it in Padini when i excitedly bought a new top.. And guess where i found it..


(drumroll)


IN MY MUM'S CAR'S BACK POCKET OF THE DRIVERS SEAT!!


(drumroll stops)


Let me tell you the story plot..


It was just a normal day to begin with actually. My mum fetched me to work in the evening for the 5pm to 12am shift, which i'm never going to do again due to the extreme lost of energy aka ATP and i have driving lesson the next day at 8.30AM some more.. bleh... Anyway..


So i got into the car (hasn't left house yet), and mum drove a few kilometres out of our housing estate (which is now called TROPICANA INDAH instead of Damansara Indah...GG...), then was chatting with her as usual and suddenly spotted this thin bulge in the driver's seat back pocket.


My father will kill us if we put anything inside the pockets.. so.. I was thinking, "owh.. Marcus(my brother) must have put some sweets or something inside. haha! I'm going to tell daddy.."..


Yes la.. I'm quite evil..


But when i pulled it out.. My phone just UNEXPECTEDLY arrived unannouced in my right hand, i was utterly shocked.... SHOCKED i tell you. My brain stopped sending brain waves for a while.. like.. 10 seconds or so.. And then realisation hits me.


"OMG.. IS THAT WHAT I THINK IT IS??"


(brain sending more brain waves for carressing phone)


..Carressed phone for a moment..


"MUMMY!!!!! I FOUND MY PHONE!!!" (i really shouted)


Then my mum, eventhough she was DRIVING, looked around and LOOKED at the phone. Exclaiming in delight. (Her brain waves send faster than mine..)


*both of us exclaiming in delight*


*more exclamations of joy and carressing of phone*


Then reached the Curve for my work..



~END OF JOYFUL EXPERIENCE~



But really man.. Shouldn't have made me suffer like that for 2 weeks.. Wondering which phone is good AND cheap, as i have to use my salary to buy it.. ISH!!! Now i know the miserable-ness of spending money that is really yours.


The felling really IS different..


But now i swear i will keep my possessions with care and must be always placed under my watchful eye..

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Life's poems

The Mask

A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness
Her beliefs hidden from most Afraid of,
but willing to face the unknown
Wondering where her place is in this life
She has come close to sharing herself
Never completely revealing anything to anyone
Feelings of invisible chains corner her
When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes
Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp
She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world
At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears
But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out
She roams day by day, playing roles
Strength unknowingly resides in her
History repeats itself once again
The translucent veil she so proudly wears
Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside
One day there will be no more mask for her to wear
One day her beliefs will be known
One day she'll know her place in this life
One day she will share herself
ONE DAY this mask will be NO MORE

by Wolfgirl


Hope

When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,. one day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

by Brian Quinn


PS. This site has wonderful poems bout life.. visit it for those interested.. here's the link
http://100-poems.com/poems/life/
PSS. The next poem is written by my friend in her blog. it's really good!!



Reasons not to love something too much

Have you ever felt like you love something so badly, & the next day, it just disappears without a trace, like it never before existed in your life? It makes you sad and mournful. DURH.

Albeit temporarily, it makes you go through the whole ordeal of feeling like your heart got wrenched from its original place and feels like its being lugged down with bricks. It does not fail to re-appear again and AGAIN, every minute of your life. To be incorporated in your memory like a parasite. And you wonder when the heck you’ll finally get over it and erase it from your grey matter totally.

Like an annoying pendulum which sways back and forth incessantly, it makes you remember it even when you try so hard not to think about it- and then, it perpetually engraves sorrow in your heart once again.

Sometimes when you own & want something the most, and it gets lost and is never to be found again, it leaves you helpless and alone, and u feel like you got dumped or ditched by your very own best friend. Like a smack in the face. And an angry yank at your heart. It gives you a particular feeling every morning thereafter; when you wake up and feel empty inside, not cuz you’re hungry- but of the thing/ person that you’re missing that’s causing a massive hole in your heart that cannot be plugged with a cork or sewn by a doctor in an operation.

You know, like say, when you were young, you liked this particular barbie doll very much. then one day, you come home and realised that your sis had just snipped off all the barbie's long shiny blonde hair just cos she wanted a MALE barbie doll. wth. then you get so crossed at her for chopping off barbie's silky hair and start bawling your eyes out while complaining to your mom. thus, we shouldn't be too attached to something. if not, it MAY bring grieve to you someday when you lose it. hmm. maybe we also shouldn't love a person too much. ahh! but that's up to individuals.

So, the moral of the story is, (although this is not a story) we should not want/love something too much. It may leave you or gets lost one day, causing a cascading process of misery in your life, and you tear yourself apart, asking yourself why you hadn’t taken care of it enough before it's too late.

by HueyRen

Monday, July 21, 2008

ChongYi's B'Day

Yay!! ChongYi's birthday is a success!! Well.. except for a few glitches and last monute moments.. For example:

- Got the movie tickets for "the dark knight" 3 hours before show. Me and Natasha managed to nab the 9 seats at the side 3rd row from the front. The image IS a bit big but nonetheless, the show was AWESOME!! Haha!!

- 2nd moment: got the cake a few minutes before arrival of everyone (natasha's and sukleng's mission)

- me and natasha got chongyi's roses DURING our lunch time

- Wernli told us she is not coming the night before..THEN.. suddenly changes her mind AFTER we bought the tickets. Had to go line up again!! Ish!! Wernli!!! You better belanja me sushis man!! But luckily managed to get it for her.. whew..

- Adiel came for the lunch AFTER we finished eating cake. haiyo.. Never mind never mind. At least he is there. Hehe..


Ok!! time for pictures!!!


natasha and i at the apartment (the library section) where i always dreamt of sitting

MY library at the apartment. MUAHAHAHA!!


oooooo.. pretty...


chiayin and i (were told to look like sisters by the redang man who owns the convenience store)

me, chia and sukleng on the bed in the bedroom area (second place where i dreamt of sitting)

hashim and chongyi (hashim is holding the bag of cookies that chiayin made for chong.. And they were quite nice!! smell like famous amos a little!! Congrats chiayin!!)


chaiyin feeding chongyi her cookies BY FORCE..


ahhhh..pretty....


chongyi and his gift of red roses from me and natasha...


chicken and mushroom pasta


baked fish


roast duck


chicken in a bag


the "cooler"... VERY NICE!!!! I wanna drink again!!!! But it's rm10.90...


Iced water (with lemon and mint leaf). Though this is plain but the price is appropriate..rm0.50.. haha!!!


chonyi's birthday cake!!!! happy 18th chongyi!!


the gorgeous gals at O'Briens (after the dark knight and went to visit adiel at work)


me and sukleng!!!! (i know i should use sukleng and i but... i like me and sukleng!! heh heh)


picture of the Ultra Super Nice Muffin at the top corner


group photo, group photo!! the man's hand very shaky lah.. BOTH pictures he took also like that!! had to take the less shakier of the two..



haha!! So all in all, everyone had a wonderful day. Special thanks to:


My manager Kenny for giving chongyi a free baked chocolate pudding voucher (WHICH NATAHSA AND I DON'T HAVE!!!), JJ for giving us 20 percent off our meal cause we are cute..NAH!!! It's cuz me and nat begged him. heh heh. Thanks to all the staff aka friends aka colleagues at "the apartment" for giving us such excellent service and also thanks to everyone who turned up at chongyi's birthday outing, without whom it wouldn't be this enjoyable. hehe. Bye!!! Need to go work!! Haiyo...